Trying my hand at this

Well I use to journal alot, but for some reason stopped.
Well I have two children, Nickolas who just turned 3 on 1-31-09, and Mackenzie, who was born 5-31-08.
I really never thought that I would never have children. I guess better late then never. I really would like one more, but I am sure that isn't in the cards! Which makes me very sad! The though of never being pg again makes me sad. Maybe if my cards had been dealt a different way, maybe I would be able, or had one more. Maybe the dh will give in, (doubt that!)
I was married once before, which was probaly a mistake, now looking back on it. However, if I hadn't married back then, I would have never met my current dh.
I guess the saying is true everything happens for a reason.
40 is slowly sneaking up on me. Which is kinda of scary. How did I turn around one day and 40 was stairing me in the face?!?!?
I work full time, for an overseas freight consuladator. I like what I do. It's crazy sometimes here, but I like it.